I DON'T KNOW

Why i think,
that you are mine? ,
you are part of my dreams,
you will be living with me,
i paint on canvas,
a sketch of a life,
which i suppose,
even you are too far,
like a distant star,
why i am walking,
with my absolutely absent mind? ,
i feel that you are standing,
behind my shoulders,
why i am indulged in these,
illusive lies? ,
i don't know.
but i can tell you,
now i am determined,
to be straight forwarded,
you must keep yourself,
away from me,
as far,
as you are.
hallucinated,
and stupefied,

Walk With Me

Walk with me in my garden
As I cling gently in your arm
We send smile and laughter
To all the flowers we pass by

Let’s hear them whisper
What a perfect duo we are
Let’s hear them sing our song
As we move gracefully along

Let’s see their leaves dancing
When gentle wind caress our skin
We stop to kiss on a bench
As you walk your fingers through my hair

Walk with me in small steps
As you put your hand around my waist
Let’s spread the magic words of love
In little whispers into each other’s ears

On Edge Of Line

On the edge of line I stood
On one side is my home
On other side too is my home
But I have no home to stay in

I slept on the edge in light
And walked on it in night
With wandering souls I said
At least you, rest in tomb

In hear came the milky ones
As well as silky and shaky
With many dreams and hopes
Only for silence to linger hear

On this edge I hear the songs
And the cries in the breeze
Far from both sides of this line
But in hear its calm forever

This line tells me many tales
Some are faery tales to smile
Some are teary tales to share
But all its tales are truly fare

A piece of me under rain

A piece of me under rain
a whipping scratch on my face
memories shan`t be again,
washed away without a trace

tears run free on my skin
voiceless shouts filling the sky
dripping fears from within
twitching, crying where they lie

In the gloomy night will melt
clawing at the hidden air
drowning pain forever felt
in the ripples of despair...
hasmukh amathalal

What is it to me

What is it to me if world does not care?
What I do and go from where to where?
Is it necessary to run for everybody’s wish?
Will it be good to deplete pond from fishes?

I Care only for those who really think about?
Support to me in my worst days or rout
I shall cry for those who bear my agony and share
Treat me with honor and don’t simply stare

I am prepared to walk and do it alone
I may not be deterred by heavy cyclone
I shall continue to Endeavour for noble good
If I can serve a poor person with simple food

It may sound as if I am not ideal person
Keeping away from reality for various reasons
I wish to be part of those who are less fortunate
I sincerely pray for all those to be my inmates

It matters less if I am singled out and pushed
No help forth coming or aid is urgently rushed
I need to pursue the cause with utmost care
I may fail in my mission or doesn’t perform fare

I may stand exposed in the middle of the road
Helpless person watching sky with heavy load
Not for asking any mercy from merciful almighty
Feel so gracious on my fellow men with no pity

You will have to finish it by yourself only
It may not be rosy path but complete thorny
You may invite wrath from people of other walks
Face the rough weather with different talks

I will have to prepare and make my presence felt
Should be prepared to receive blows below the belt
Prepare for any eventuality that maybe thrust
Whole hearted effort and sincere trials must

Life is full circle journey to be carried on
With half hearted attempt no battle can be won
I will have to remain with the people forever
Keeping aloof from all temptations however

Everybody has undergone sufferings at the end
Mixed signals are always received or and sent
It proves our capabilities to withstand it fast
Not letting any one to intrude till the last

Still you will have to take courageous stand
You have to work with more foes than friends
It is not altogether disheartening or discouraging
You should go in for it and completely managing

World may laugh at me for my foolishness
They may try to be intimate with friendliness
How I can manage and come out is real test?
Keeping good distance between two is really best